I hate spending money because like
I got new boots AND gloves AND a shirt AND a toy for my niece AND dinner stuff AND EVEN SOME EXPENSIVE CHOCOLATE for ~$60 and I’m still like
"Wow holy shit I spend so much look at that balance I’m going to live on crackers until I’m rich."
I do the same thing buying gas and a pizza. Or cat litter and $20 of groceries. Or anything really.